is he married ???

Just curious want to ask him about that. I thought that it is reasonable when I saw he has been sleeping in the sister's apartment for long. If it is true, than it is Ok. If it is not, it is the matter. How I really wonder about him and his position as religious leader.

How I become a pathethic one who wont believe what the name of "sister" and "brother" again in term of religious thing.

It is really traumatic experience, feeling very untrusted to saw people who pretend that they are so kind, so lovely and so care. In fact, what I learnt is fake..all fake..

I feel so bad and punished myself that I did a dirty thing and now, I realized that even she is the same one. Dont think that she will keep my reputation, in fact she did the same. What the...!!!

Even the brother doesnt feel guitly and just ask for "forgive" but in fact he still doing it. He never learn from the mistakes last time.

I hope for those things that I think is not true. Again, I still keep the good imply for them. In fact their love make them crazy..!!

I dont understand people can do anything because of love and they use the name of God to make them legally exclude married. They even know that someone has been hurt because of they are doing.

I warned them directly, and the sister acted like she didnt do anything. The guy also refuse to do anything by saying when I witnessed that he slept at her house. " It is between he, she and God.." How dare he used the name of God. In fact " there is no God, when only two of you (sister n brother) instead of Syetan.."

Dont you realize that ?? and we are definitely not an angels and we are people who easy to be tempted by the dunia.

It become tricky when we said that we love someone because of God. None of things.

Whatever I can learn is that if you like someone, just maried, make relationship without married makes a lot of Fitna, and Su'udzon. Unless, all you guys a free thinker, thats another matter.

I personally, officialy feeling acute untrusted to both of them. Help..!!