Rain

I just lying down on my bed, but I couldnt stop thinking how is going my research. Really, I want to finish it soon. Hmmm..it is rain outside and I am alone at home. Typing does not a good remedy. Rain and tear are always the same..huhuhu..those that I heard from the song lyrics.

At the same time, I was thinking the most lovelable person who has gone...
Why this is happend at the time when I need more support from someone who beloved.

Everything is unpredictable and here I am just sitting in front of my laptop, typing what I am feeling. I miss his suddently..Hopefully I will be alright and really really it is suffering ..

I need to call him but..
I was alone here..I need talk to someone, I only talk a bit with the people today..

Please..