Find the way back into LOVE.. ;)

May 23, 2009

I’ve been living with a shadow overhead I

’ve been sleeping with a cloud above my bed

I’ve been lonely for so long

Trapped in the past, I just cants seems to move on

I’ve been hiding all my hopes and dreamed away

Just in case I ever need ‘em again some day

I’ve been setting aside time

To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love

I can’t make it through without a way back into love, oh oh oh..

I’ve been watching but the stars refuse to shine

I’ve been searching but I just don’t see the signs

I know that it’s out there

There’s got to be something for my soul, somewhere

I’ve been looking for someone to shed some light

Not somebody just to get me through the night

I could use some direction

And I m open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love

I can’t make it through without a way back into love

And if I open my heart again

I guess, I m hoping you’ll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don’t know if it is real

Or if anybody feels the way I feel

I need inspiration

Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love

I cant make it through without a way back into love

And if I open my heart to you

I m hoping you’ll show me what to do

And if you help me to start again

You know I will be there for you in the end

I found this song lyrics is very inspiring to find the way back into LoVe

For weekend contemplation, Happy all and Enjoy It !!

SMILE, the best I can give to you, WORLD..

May 18, 2009

Just receive the nice poem, someone gave it on the bus on the way to Perth city. Thanks for sharing

SMILE

And say “Hello” if you want to SHINE

your life is oh! so divine

And you can be Kind,

even to the blind,

so find out if your Positive Mind,

will be happy, as Smiling is “No Crime”

it’s only a chime

That you create all the time

So let these two virtues, unwind,

to make you feel oh! so sublime.

At nine, without wine, of course, fine!

Relax Now. Alma

Sundanese Breakfast Gathering :)

Every sunday, my housemates and I together has gathering on breakfast. We share our food n meals and eat together outside on veranda. Because we stay in Bandung, west Java, our food is mostly dominated by sundanese food such as raw vegies, salted fish, sup, friend fishes, soybean cake (the traditional food, made from fermented soybean), tofu (same product from soybean).





Here is menu and some pictures captured during breakfast gathering.

The complete menu for Sunday Gathering ( traditional sundanese food; salted fish, sundanese chili sauce (sambal terasi/belacan), friend eggplant (terung), soybean cake (tempe), friend tofu, and sayur asem (sundanese vegies soup).

Traditional sundanese very spicy salted fish

It is a beatiful Sunday, we share and chat happily. Next weekend, we will arrange the same moment and good for us to be relax during weekend.

Enjoying the food with our styles :)

I thanks to all my housemates, host for your kindness. I am happy to be with you all.

THE PAST

By Ray Parker

I was wrong when I hurt you
But did you have to hurt me too
Did you think revenge will make it better?
I don't care about the past
I just want our love to last
There's a way to bring us back together

CHORUS:
I must forgive you (I must forgive you)
You must forgive me too (we must have to try)
If you wanna try to put things back the way they used to be(honey let's start again)'
Cause there's no sense in going over and over
The same things as before
So let's not bring the past back anymore(no looking back, we can't look back)
(honey let's start again)

Out of all the good we had
You only keep track of the bad
Though you knew
I never really loved her
Didn't anyone tell you yet
That to forgive is to forget
How can you be mad if you don't remember

CHORUS:
I must forgive you (I must forgive you)
You must forgive me too (we must have to try)
If you wanna try to put things back the way they used to be(honey let's start again)'
Cause there's no sense in going over and over
The same things as before
So let's not bring the past back anymore(no looking back, we can't look back)
(honey let's start again)

I must forgive you
And you must forgive me too
It's the only thing that's left that we haven't try to do
One thing I'm sure will work
That we haven't tried before
Let's not bring the past back anymore(no looking back, no looking back)
(honey let's start again)

Talking About Appreciation

Hi all,

Just wanna share what I saw, to what I feel and to what I did last week when I attended the seminar in my temporary office. One of the Government Institution in Indonesia particularly in Bandung, west Java.

I with two other my friends organize the seminar and talkshow about up date news related to the natural disaster to what happened lately in Tangerang. Note that, what I am sharing here it is not about the technical discussion but HOW do we appreciate the presentar in front of the forum.

To be honest, before the talkshow begin, the participants always sit AT THE BACK first, they dont willing to sit IN FRONT. The MC keep announching to the audience till the first presentar come in front and present his materials.

Only several people especially the students which I think they are forced by their lecturer to keep concentrate on the presentation as part of their assessment :).

Secondly, is when the presentation is going, many of the audience they keep busy talking discussing with his friends beside him. Seems like they dont follow to what the presenter discussing in front. Thus, it was disgusting as I am the one who sit beside them..

Surprisingly, the VIP person who sit very In Front ( I said this because they are Very Important Person, as the head committe of organization). They keep busy with "their blackberry" weeeks...

To what I saw I can conclude that :
First, we are less antusiastic to attend the event like seminar or whatever which If I can take the benefit from this event. We gain more knowledge by attending this momoent and listening their sharing to what happened technically in Situ Gintung Dam Demolished, Tangerang, Banten.

Second, the less appreciation from us to listen and just "be silent" while the presenter talking in front of the audience.

Lastly, to what the main committe do with "state-of-the-art Blackberry" is seems they just though that this seminar is like only "promotion event" nothing more than that.

Why?? it because during the seminar going, only the presenter, panelist, notulent and some of anthusiastic participants who keep concentrate to what presenter discussing. The committe just busy with their new sophicticated gadget.

Lol, I might guaranty that they might open "facebook" hehe..upps..sorry, Obejctively, I try to write not based on the fact..lol..

Well, I write those things above not for unproductive purposes. Those happended not only to them, it probably happended to us when we might not realize that we did it. Let's we learn from those situation. We can do some " morality contract" by do as follow :

1. Please, try to appreciate people as much as we can
2. Be silent when you are in the seminar and not talking to friends beside you. If so, just whispering and please dont do it more often. Imagine, if you are inside cinema. someone beside you keep talking and Indeed, you fell insult to this situation and therefore, cant enjoy your movie !! Thing about that ..!!
3. If you are not interested with the topic, please get out from the room and you are free to chat with your friends outside.
4. The main committee should give the good manner and attitude. So that, we can absorb the good value of them..heuheu..poor our leader..:(
5. Last but not least...keep trying to change our BAD HABIT. At the first time I know it would be difficult BUT by doing this we have finished 50% from our target !! so...Be Spirit all the time !!!

Well, Hope my sharing would be our advantage to whom want make our life BETTER !!!

House Inspection

2nd January, 2009

I start my second day of 2009 with house cleaning. As a stay in my friend's apartment. I ve to help her clean the apartment. We havent finished all the cleaning, and suddenly, the agent came and i just grabbed clothes to cover my body, lol..it was so hot here..the temperature could be rich to 37 degree in the afternoon. Then it is predicted to be more humid.

Indeed, i am starting sweating now..huhu..

Wanna escape to the beach anymore..lol..

We are going to shopping center for making "nasi lemak" after surviving eat the western food. My friend learn how to make it and it is not bad..i like it mainly for salad..love salad very much..

Hoho..ok, we re going now..

Welcome asian food..i miss you so much..