Addicted to Jogging..

I spent whole Christmas and New year holiday at my friends apartment. It is lovely apartment close to the Swan River, I called it Swan Riverside apartment. Coz, I really love its location. I was so thankful to my friend allow me stay at least one month before I search some new shelter for my nomadic life before ending my master study in Perth.

Huaa..at least the jogging track makes me so exicited...

Suddenly, i became addicted to jogging..especially when I bought the new running shoes from Boxing Day Biggest Sale of the year 2008. I cant hardly wait till the next morning to try the shoes. Lovely pinky adidas running shoes. I showed up to my friend and she did too with her new dress bought from Half Clearance Sale.hahaaa...typically girly shopoholic..

At night after shopping, even I dreamed I wore the running shoes and did jogging..Then, when I woke up, my body was so tired and excited at the same time. I woke up and jump and just grap my new shoes and go outside river jogging track. Enjoy the freshly morning air and joint with other jogger..( haha..is that name for jogging addicted people ?? not sure..should ask to my native english friend..).




Lol...hope my addicted to jogging has the positive aim for healthy reason, it is not just for excuses to what I called personal problem with related to people lately.

Graduation

Today I gonna attend graduation, its informal graduation held by International Office for those who wanna go home by December 2008. Actually, the formal one is on February and end of November each year. I practically always attend that moment almost every semester coz my friends always invite me as their guess. For this, I fell lucky.

This December is another one. I ask Julie, staff of International Office, to ask whether I can attend graduation or not. Just for the ceremonial, since I dont really even want to attend that thing. But, If as a research student, it is impossible to attend the formal one on February next year, since we need approval letter from uni that we finished our study and the result should be come out. In my case, February is my time to submit my thesis. Thus, when I submit, it means that I have to wait for another at least three months to get my result from examiner. If I am lucky there is no revision. But the chance for that it almost 0.001% which is impossible. So, I predict I will revise my thesis and sumbit for the last time to Uni. After that, my certificate will be commenced by Uni..

So, based on that reason, Julie suggested me to attend informal graduation just for ceremonial reason. I agree with her. You know, what I am thinking on graduation is I should get dress up and make over. It shouldnt be like that actually, just act normally. However, my friend said this is special day. Whatsover, I dont really care. But, that still around my mind.

Then, yesterday, I went to Carousel just for looking for the lady shoes. Lucky me I found the two pair of pretty shoes with the fantastic price..!! 30 bucks only for two pair..!! this is really cheap compare to normal shoes price here in oZ which I hate it, better I buy the nice one back home in Indonesia.

Huaa..finally, I dressep up,my friend will be surprise with my new costume haha..
Let see, what she finally wear..

Actually, I just need some photo of my graduation to send home. Just want to see my parent are happy look their daughter graduate from overseas Uni in Perth. In fact, my last graduation when I study undergraduate at home, it was nothing special and I was not interested to attend. That was a bad time, my parent hasnt came since they dont have any money to travel from my kampoong to Bandung, the city for 4 hours drive, where I spent for undergraduate study. At the same time, after graduation I have to go for part time teaching. And the next day, I feel soooo..helpless and just realize my status not to be student anymore..ANd ready to get unemployment soon If I havent got the job soon. Thank God, Finally I got the job even as a public servant and I can continue my master degree here at Curtin Uni.

Back to graduation, I was waiting for my friend to take our regalia..huaa..
Hope I can enjoy this moment, since to be honest for me it is like Fake Graduation.. IT IS hehehee..

Thanks Julie..

is he married ???

Just curious want to ask him about that. I thought that it is reasonable when I saw he has been sleeping in the sister's apartment for long. If it is true, than it is Ok. If it is not, it is the matter. How I really wonder about him and his position as religious leader.

How I become a pathethic one who wont believe what the name of "sister" and "brother" again in term of religious thing.

It is really traumatic experience, feeling very untrusted to saw people who pretend that they are so kind, so lovely and so care. In fact, what I learnt is fake..all fake..

I feel so bad and punished myself that I did a dirty thing and now, I realized that even she is the same one. Dont think that she will keep my reputation, in fact she did the same. What the...!!!

Even the brother doesnt feel guitly and just ask for "forgive" but in fact he still doing it. He never learn from the mistakes last time.

I hope for those things that I think is not true. Again, I still keep the good imply for them. In fact their love make them crazy..!!

I dont understand people can do anything because of love and they use the name of God to make them legally exclude married. They even know that someone has been hurt because of they are doing.

I warned them directly, and the sister acted like she didnt do anything. The guy also refuse to do anything by saying when I witnessed that he slept at her house. " It is between he, she and God.." How dare he used the name of God. In fact " there is no God, when only two of you (sister n brother) instead of Syetan.."

Dont you realize that ?? and we are definitely not an angels and we are people who easy to be tempted by the dunia.

It become tricky when we said that we love someone because of God. None of things.

Whatever I can learn is that if you like someone, just maried, make relationship without married makes a lot of Fitna, and Su'udzon. Unless, all you guys a free thinker, thats another matter.

I personally, officialy feeling acute untrusted to both of them. Help..!!

Good costume in wrong time..

Two of my malaysian friends called me to go outside enjoy the beach in this hot summer. It is a good idea I think. So, I just come home to dress up and laundry all my dirty clothes after almost more than one week didnt touch it. While waiting for the bus, I can do laundry and packed all 3 boxes of my books to send it home.

It almost half an hour left and I havent dress up. I open my cupboard and I was starting thinking to wear something "different" and looks like more "girly". So, I decided to wear long pinky skirt with any accessory within it. I change my clothes several times and I didnt realize that it almost 10 minutes left for the bus. My friend just called me that she was on the way to the bus station which is closer to her house than mine. I grabbed all the stuff with my new hand bag (I called it coz I rarely use it). I was racing with my bike to rich bus station. It was not the right time actually, I wear all the girly things and I was rushing using my bike. Such a weird one, one of arabic guy looked at me and I just pretend not to know anything about me.

I was so difficult for me to racing using my skirt. In fact, the wind just blew and the skirt just open which made mo so annoying...huhuhu..Once again, it was 5 minutes left to catch the bus.

I almost rich destination to find the parking for my bike. I saw the stair to rich this area. There were several students looked at me carried the bike passed the stair..I dont care..

Huhuhu..finally, I met my friend and the bus coming. I was running and waved to the driver not to left me behind..Just inside the bus I was talking what really happened.

My friend just laughing and called it the Good costume in a wrong time..huahauaaaa

2 days off

I was running from my duty, do you know what?? Hmm..after battling for 3 weeks finishing my main thesis on 7 december, I couldnt continue it anymore. I put my deadline into three dates. 7th december before moose going for holiday to India. 22nd of January next year when he came back to Perth or 24 February when my status as a student will be expired. First dead line is gone, and I cant make it. Second deadline, hopefully. I can make it.

It means that i month at least from now. I was so tired and wanna chill out. At the same time, I feel sad moose has gone, and happy as well since I can break for a while. But, it is not that good. I still haunted by the thesis which I should finish it soon, again I dont wanna touch it.

Instead of having no mood on study, i called my friend to come to her house. I feel so fresh and enterteined when I was at her house. I often sleep at her house and watch TV. the boring australian TV but it still good rather alone at home to see my had housemate.

Now, it is sunday already and I write this not about my thesis. Suddenly, I feel alone again. Wanna continue my writing thesis but I cant. So, I start blogging huhuhu...